NEVER BETRAY YOUR BEST FRIEND!!!

WOOOO!!!!!back to blogging!!!

Recent things have been happening and i am not quite pleased about them...my life seems to be a fucking twirl!!!maybe its god playing with my feeling or its just simply revenge for doing some bad tings...hais...and yes that fucker is very happy now that he has you all to himself.well guess what i am just gonna ignore you and him,i am just mixing with you cause i dont wanna cause any problems anymore...

to all loners out there:
i know how you guys feel...at first kena betrayed by your own best friend and then again betrayed by someone who insults and disgraces your best friend,well i have gone through it and guess what i realsie that peace and serenity come to people who chose to accept it and if you just stop thinking about all that has been happening then your mind will be at ease and you will not feel stressed anymore...

i now just have a few friends and i know that they are better then having like 1000000 friends,the ones that i have now are close and dear to me,i really dont care for those who never talk to me or those who show me attitude for no reason...i know i never betray nor talk bad about anyone so it dosent concern me...i have to achieve my goal in life...

STUDY!STUDY!STUDY!!! thats all is in my head now!!!i will study alone if i have to...dosent matter if i am lonely...the world revolves in one direction and you cant stop it but the best advice i can give the betrayer and my "best friend" is please stop talking bad about each other and be true to each other...i am no more in your friend lise but more of the maid list..so stop talking bad about each other and be god cause in just like two months we will not be able to see each other no more...thats all i guess...bye:(

SORRY seems to be the hardest word...

you say that its friendship,but when people are around you shun me away...what the fuck do you take me for???
THINK LONG AND HARD...YOU TOLD ME EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED AND PROMISED TO KEEP IT TO YOURSELF THAT I KNOw, BUT YOU ARE STILL A FUCKING BETRAYER TO ME...
I HAVE A LETTER WHICH YOU WROTE AND GUESS WHAT I HAVE FOUND OUT EVERYTHING...

Hey guys sorry for the sudden blow out!the above message is to the person who is now seeming to act like an inocent person...you wanna be with me and betray me...nevermind i wont show any anger towards you cause i just knew you...
i wanna apologise for not updating my blog lately...just kinda mood out on things that havebeen happening around me lately...
N-Levels coming up soon,Still have Showcase 2009 to plan with the Ex-Co..
Friendship problems,Exam Problems and most importantly i have no fucking idea on what is gonna be tested...school has just begun and i have not been concentrating enough...i try but i dont know why i just cant...I love school and studying but after the holidays i cant seem to get back on the track...i keep talking or sleeping...I am So damn irresponsible!!!

Friends are all Seperating...dont know for what reason i dont know...People are trying to settle it but its not working,cause people dont wanna forget the past and keep talking behind everyones back...wanna say somehting to that person say it to their face,dont hide behind the Back and STAB STAB STAB!!!People who used to talk damn close before the holidays are all Away now...Kinda like something over the span of one month and all of them hate each others guts now????I know that this is not what you guys came to my blog to read but i am SORRY!i have these things in my head for quite some time now and i have to say them some how...i will get back to posting as usual when i feel like a winner and not a complete loser!!!Fuck life is what i feel right now!!
I wanna Change...I have To concentrate on my studies...i shall study even if no one wants to,i will learn even if i cant and i will ACHIEVE MY GOAL IN LIFE!!!
Not YOU nor ANYONE can stop me...

Thanks to:
Patricia
Carine
Aldric

Wen Bin:really touched by this guy someone i know for less then a month cares for me even more then my friend who i know for like for 4 years...i am really touched thank you..Mr Drama I will never forget you:)

Jun Jing
Hui Min
For the encourage ment that you guys are giving me...really appreciate it...

Oh and BTW wanna thank Vivek for lending me the Slumdog Millionair book...i cant stop reading it...Thank you

Will be back soon...In FULL FORCE!

The Smile you see is the COVER of all the problems just like a blender which covers the contents,if you open it while it is ON,it will burst out and create a mess...
Smiling sometime will make someone happier then they already are...
Everything should be fine soon...I Hope!

DEPRESSED!!!! i wanna know the true meaning of "Friends"???

kinda DEPRESSED RIGHT NOW!
I KINDA really need answers right now...let me tell you the situation and you tell me what to do...please help me i need help...

SITUATION:
i have a "best friend" who i thought so and that person always tells me stuff and always sort of goes out with me...now it has come to a point where i realise that the person is talking bad about me behind my back to other people...and heres the best part that person talks bad to me about the person who informed me too...so in short that person is talking behind both our backs and is pretending to be INNOCENT!!!
this is in short called HYPOCRITE!!!
I am so damn tempted to scold that person but nvm i shall not...i really went out to do the best for that person i helped that person alot...only patricia,carine and shahul know how i feel and what all i did for that person...i am really really depressed...i fee like damn cheated of my friendship...i REALLY dont know the true meaning of friendship and i am depressed all mt efforts for the person is WASTED!!!

To that person:

from today onwards i am gonna change i will not irritate anyone anymore...i am just gonna mind my freeking buisness...any problem and from today onwards i will not be involved...your words made me feel like shit you know...i thought you only said those stuff about other people but i didnt know you said those stuff about me too...i am really cheated...i thought of you as my best friend...seriously lah even the person who i hated once i think ah cares for me more then you do...The person ah i tell you is giving me encouragement now...i admit i and patricia USED to hate each other before but now i tell you we are best friends so what ever you wanna do i dont give a shit...my friends are who i chose not you chose for me...really lah i will not now nor ever ever lasten to you again...you know who else you talked about...i might be just blogging about it but someone else might just tell you off in your face...so STOP your craps...think what you are doing before you say it to someone...i now know what you always felt about me...thanks to you _________...i will from today onwards never betray you ever again...we are gonna be closer then ever just to prove it to that person that we will not listen to that person...we will from today onwards be true to each other and respect each other as human beings... Thank you ________ for allowing us to talk it out and find out the truth!Thank you patricia and carine for encouraging me all this while...

25 June 2009-10.24pm:)
vinods NEW BEGINING:)

FRIENDS...I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT YOU THINK THE MEANING IS???

Watched transformers with patricia,yong siang and shahul./...was damn freeking nice lah the movie...i tell you i will give it a 8/10 for a rating if i had to...it really was intense to watch and also damn funny at times...let me tell u guys a secret that only i have kept known...this is my first movie that i watched on the opening day...so sad but now thats one thing off my things to do list...

one other thing i learnt that now my enemy list has changed from 10people to now there is only ONE person on it...you know who you are freeking idiot...i dont wanna say who is the person but when u read this u should know...

Friends who believe that they are true will always know what to do at the right time and place...me nor those who are affected will never forgive you ever...you wait and see one day retribution will fall on you...and then you will know...knn...you watch out...but nvm thanks to carine and shahul for consoling me about this you guys are the best...especially i wan to thanks shahul for comming out with me at the last notice today(25 june 2009) i will never forget you bro!!!thank you:) for comming out and studying with me even though we didnt study at all...we were crapping away..hahahaha:)

anyways will end here...bye:)

Camp Synergy 2009!!!

(My Scissors,Paper,Stone buddy!)
(4/8'Oh nine With Mr shafik)

(All The Student Leaders For Lower Sec Camp Synergy!)

(Roy,Patricia And Me)

(Sunitha,Vinod And Aaron)

(2/6 Oh'Nine)

(Me And Patricia)

(Our Facilitators)

(Naturally 8)

hey guys came back from camp synergy lower sec camp just on sunday....And let me tell you that the camp was even more nicer then the upper sec camp...i had even more fun in the lower sec one....My Group was the BEST in the world...they had Enthusiasum and charisma....

Really man 2/6 oh nine if you ever see this post...let me just say...

To 2/6 oh nine:

I really enjoyed being your group student leader....i think i speak for kia cher as well...we both really had loads of fun,you guys were united as one and were always listening to us...we had no problems at all with you guys...hahahah:)i wouldnt mind if i had to be ur SL again....vinod + Kia cher Loves H1N1!!!!!

Thank you for the wondersul memories...this is our last camp and you guys made it extra Special!!!Thank you:)

Ending here,Vinod:)

Oh btw go to youtube and type in the search box

:Camp Synergy @ Anderson

and view my mealworm eating video:)hahahahaha:)thanks:)

Bye!!!